(( 21 Harvestmere, 31 Dragon, Afternoon, @Ferren Bairston ))
Mara shook her head and took a deep breath. She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment and hoped that the circles beneath them weren’t any worse than usual. By now she’d grown used to seeing them, but after last night’s ordeal she felt like she was having trouble recognizing herself in the mirror all over again.
She tugged at the scarf at her neck. It was a little thick for the weather, but it wasn’t quite wide enough to hide all the bruising that raged at her neck. If Anna had noticed while Mara had bought her cookies from her, she hadn’t said a word about it. Everything was normal.
Everything was normal.
Mara repeated the phrase to herself over and over again as she stood outside Ferren’s door. There were no Darkspawn waiting around the corner. Nobody was going to shove her against a wall or fire arrows at her or turn her into monster. She was here just like any other day, ready to spend a lovely afternoon with a man she…
Her heart fluttered in her chest as she wrapped her fingers around the doorknob and pushed the door open. A lovely afternoon with a man she had feelings for, whatever they might be. Good feelings, definitely. Feelings she hoped would stave off the dread that had weighed her down for much of the day.
“Sorry I’m a little late today, Ferren,”she said with a forced smile as she closed the door behind her. It would come back to her in a moment, she knew it. Ferren always found a way to make those smiles genuine. Today he would do the same, just like normal. Mara tugged up the scarf at her neck. It was going to be a normal day, normal afternoon with Ferren and sunshine and fluttery feelings and good nonsense, nothing desperate about it.
“Still don’t think I’ve figured out your favorite treat yet, so I brought some of those tarts from the first day.” She pulled the tin from her pack and placed it on the table. “So...um...How have things been since, well...since yesterday?” Another forced smile, another wish for normal to turn into real. Maker, she came here for distraction and she was going to try damn hard to find it.
Mara shook her head and took a deep breath. She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment and hoped that the circles beneath them weren’t any worse than usual. By now she’d grown used to seeing them, but after last night’s ordeal she felt like she was having trouble recognizing herself in the mirror all over again.
She tugged at the scarf at her neck. It was a little thick for the weather, but it wasn’t quite wide enough to hide all the bruising that raged at her neck. If Anna had noticed while Mara had bought her cookies from her, she hadn’t said a word about it. Everything was normal.
Everything was normal.
Mara repeated the phrase to herself over and over again as she stood outside Ferren’s door. There were no Darkspawn waiting around the corner. Nobody was going to shove her against a wall or fire arrows at her or turn her into monster. She was here just like any other day, ready to spend a lovely afternoon with a man she…
Her heart fluttered in her chest as she wrapped her fingers around the doorknob and pushed the door open. A lovely afternoon with a man she had feelings for, whatever they might be. Good feelings, definitely. Feelings she hoped would stave off the dread that had weighed her down for much of the day.
“Sorry I’m a little late today, Ferren,”she said with a forced smile as she closed the door behind her. It would come back to her in a moment, she knew it. Ferren always found a way to make those smiles genuine. Today he would do the same, just like normal. Mara tugged up the scarf at her neck. It was going to be a normal day, normal afternoon with Ferren and sunshine and fluttery feelings and good nonsense, nothing desperate about it.
“Still don’t think I’ve figured out your favorite treat yet, so I brought some of those tarts from the first day.” She pulled the tin from her pack and placed it on the table. “So...um...How have things been since, well...since yesterday?” Another forced smile, another wish for normal to turn into real. Maker, she came here for distraction and she was going to try damn hard to find it.